I Don't Wanna Walk This Street Again.

It feels so good when someone says you've become mature right?
But the journey was never easy. Being a kid, I always thought that being mature is so cool and dope but sadly I never knew it's aftermath.
I thought being able to pay your own bills, traveling alone, partying and hanging out with friends are all signs of being mature.
This journey has taught us thousands of lessons. 
Earlier Friendship days were a big thing. Counting those hundreds of bands, rings and words on hands was so much fun. The kid with both hands full of bands was considered to be super lucky but today, empty hands on friendship day feels better. Having no friend feels better than having fake one. 
*Because Trust Issues you know right!
Birthday celebrations with hundred friends felt so happening but today celebrating birthday with family is the best feeling ever.
Crying loudly like a baby just to gain everyone's attention and sympathy was so awesome but today, sitting inside the bathroom and crying silently feels better. Wiping all our tears before coming out and behaving like nothing happened so that no one asks what happened has become the change.
Seeing someone we love, love someone else hurts. I always thought that relationships are awesome but when I see people crying over their break ups, I understand that relationships are not so easy. Standing in a corner and looking at your crush because you can't talk to them directly, stalking them on social media all day is heartbreaking but we've learnt to deal with that sh*t right?
Sudden feels of having someone by your side when no one's there is so disturbing. Blaming others for your faults. Not accepting your own flaws because of EGO. 
No one ever told me that growing up is saddening. 
I always thought that being mature is so cool and dope but sadly I never knew it's aftermath.
And as always, we'll blame others for our mistakes. The little kid inside us has died long ago. Anyway, no one cares. We're always told to 'MOVE ON' so let's do that cause happiness is not for everyone. 

       
                                                       -Shriya.